I have just skimmed over some of my past entries to this theory blog. In doing this, I realise just how much I’ve learnt. In looking back at my first entries, I was really cautious about what I was saying; I was worried to give an opinion because I didn’t feel like I knew enough. As the lecture series has gone on, I feel like I have built up a good basis of knowledge to these subjects, and my entries have definitely become more confident. To me, the best thing about this series is that I feel like it has enabled us to go on to find out more ourselves. I admitted at the start of the blog entries that even though I had an interest in the topics that we would be covering over the months, I hadn’t ever made the effort to find out more. With half of my Christmas presents this year being books from the theory list, I’m confident that I’ve made a step in the right direction. Maybe it’s just that I’m growing up and its natural to develop more of an interest in these things, but I’m glad that it has been part of my education.
It is important to step aside from the design units at times and think about what we doing in the bigger picture. This can be in terms of our future careers and the education that we are getting right now. I’ve found it refreshing to question the things around us, and the society we live in, and even the usefulness of the education that we are getting. I think that the ability to question everything is a really important part of what I’ve taken from the course.
Another key point that I have taken from theory (which I have mentioned a few times in previous blog entries), is that sometimes there aren’t answers. I obviously knew this before the course started, but I suppose now I feel happier to accept it, and I also feel like my opinions are not necessarily wrong, maybe just different to others. I suppose it is a good view to take on life, that it is a continuous struggle and journey, where along the way you will always make mistakes, but you will always learn from them, and it is this process that you must learn to enjoy, and not the final result. If you spend the majority of your life working towards something in a way that you never enjoy, to then have a limited time of actually doing what you want to do and feeling what you want to feel then is it worth it? I feel like I’m going off on a bit of a tangent here, and in the past I might have been hitting the delete key by now, but I feel that its ok to go off on one every now and then! It’s good to just write down the things that go on inside your head, and it can actually make you pay more attention to them when you consciously take the time to write it down.
So I think that’s about it. At the start of the theory course I was surprised at how the connection to architecture was not so direct, but I now realise that it is in fact incredibly direct. The buildings and spaces that we design are influenced by and take on an approach to all of the social, economic and political issues that surround our everyday lives. We have a real responsibility as designers to design for the right reasons and to do what we truly believe to be right. Aside from that, in general we owe it to ourselves and the people around us, to learn as much about the spectacle as possible. We shouldn’t be ignorant to important issues that affect our everyday lives. We should not be lazy, and should find the truth for ourselves.
I am confident that this is only the beginning for me, I have Marx and Freud for Beginners alongside ‘High Rise’ by J G Ballard on my bookshelf, all waiting for me to read once I’ve had a decent nights sleep after this madly intensive month of design work. Eventually I’ll be ready to read the rest of ‘All that is solid melts into air’. I’m looking forward to it.